Sunday Afternoons.

there's nothing better than spending my sunday afternoon doing what i love best -- listening to music and painting. they go hand in hand in my mind. in fact, most of my paintings are inspired by the music i listen to.

forecast for the week: chance of rain and thunderstorms all week.
i. am. excited.

so many things have been rolling around in my mind lately. i've been thinking a lot about college and where i want to go. more importantly, i've been thinking about how i am going to pay for it all. there are scholarship applications and so many resources everywhere i turn; its a bit overwhelming. i'm excited about where i'm going in life, i'm just not excited about the process of getting there. all of my life things have been done for me. now its coming to the point where i won't have my mom to help me fill out an application, or my dad to help me change my battery.
i'm terrified.
but isn't everyone else when they get to this point?
the idea of what i want to be can change in an instant. but i'm going to do something extraordinary with my life, and that's a fact.

so many have asked me what i am going to do about my "love life."
frankly, i don't care.
i don't need to be dating someone in high school to be happy. i don't need someone else in my life to make things better. i am happy just the way i am. if that special person comes along, then great. if not, i don't mind. but i am not going to change just to improve a social image.

good bye, sunday. i'll see you again next week.
monday -- i'm coming for you.